Saturday Night Secrets #6

Lucky for ya’ll I have a couple today.

1. I put other before me. Even to those I dislike… they come before me. And it kills me inside that sometimes I can’t do things to make myself happy because I need to make sure that others are happy first. What sucks even more is that I hate showing people that I care about them, so in the end, they never know what I did to make sure that they’re okay in the end.

2. I always try to understand and reason out the other “perspective” before I start judging people. I hate assuming things and thinking badly about someone before I even get to hear their side story or before I get to meet them. Which is why it’s really hard/sad for me to admit that I don’t like you. I’ve tried so hard to understand what’s going on and to reason things out… but I just couldn’t. I don’t even know you and I already dislike you. I despise you. I cringe every time I come across you. I get furious and get cold sweat on the palm of my hands because you simply just bother me. I honestly don’t even care what you have to say to me, I just really don’t like you. Maybe one day I’ll get to know you and this I truly mean it, but for now… eh.

3. I hate people who lead others on. It’s disgusting. Just don’t do it. Tell the the truth and don’t lie. It’ll make things so much more easier. Don’t be stubborn about it just admit what’s really going on. In the end, you’ll have a better outcome instead of a bad one.

4. I’ve always been a negative person. But lately almost everyone who talks to me has noticed that I’ve been getting worse and worse. It’s actually pretty funny because I thought I was getting better and better.